I need a place to vent...hmm maybe not even vent but something to turn to. Women are emotional beings and we need someone or something to talk to and usually I dont get around to telling my friends stuff or I forget...
Last night was...ehhh I dun even know how to put it into words. It sucked, plainly said
I couldnt stop crying. I think I cried for about an hour straight. No, I'm not PMSing... it's just that the during the sermon what pastor said really hit home for me. But the funny thing was that it wasnt his message, it wasnt the bible verse. It was actually the two sentences he said:"9months ago, the pastor who treated me like a son passed away. I've never had a father figure so he was the only father I've had" something like that. The way he said it was wayyy better. But i had tears rolling down my face and I couldnt stop crying. I seriously had to put my face down because i knew that any mascara I did have on, would be draining down my face. No matter how much pity someone could give someone else for crying, someone who has mascara running down their face is never a pretty sight. Good thing I had tissues in my coat...it was quite surprising that I had it. I never carry tissues...
But long story short...I had a legit reason for crying but nevertheless it was still embrassing
